Episode 109

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19th Dec 2021

The Real Writing Process of Timon Singh

Tom Pepperdine interviews Timon Singh about his writing process. Timon discusses the challenges of interviewing Hollywood actors , arranging trans-Atlantic interviews during office hours, and who is the most disliked action star from the 80s era.

You can find all of Timon's information on his website here: www.borntobebad.co.uk

And you can follow him on Twitter here: https://twitter.com/TimonSingh

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Transcript
Tom:

Hello, and welcome to The Real Writing Process.

Tom:

I'm your host, Tom Pepperdine.

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And this episode, my guest is Timon Singh.

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This is an unusual interview for me because although Timon has

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written two books, he doesn't consider himself a writer.

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But he had an idea so strong that he's now been published twice.

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Those books are Born To Be Bad and Born To Be Bad: Part Two.

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A selection of interviews with some of Hollywood's finest actors who

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have been immortalized as the most iconic villains in movie history.

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His interviews offer a fascinating insight into how these types of

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roles can affect an actor's career.

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And include the kind of behind the scenes anecdotes that rarely get discussed.

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This interview was recorded in mid August, 2021.

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A few weeks after Timon's second book had been published in the UK.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

So good evening and a welcome Timon.

Tom:

Thank you for joining me.

Timon:

Hey Tom, how's it going, buddy?

Tom:

It's going very well.

Tom:

First question as always, what are we drinking?

Timon:

We are drinking Tam-Tamnavulin?

Timon:

Is that how it's pronounced?

Timon:

Tamnavulin, the Speyside single malt, scotch whiskey that is double cast

Timon:

and has been finished in Sherry casks.

Tom:

Oh very nice.

Tom:

Lovely.

Timon:

Cheers.

Tom:

So uh you're a longtime scotch drinker?

Tom:

That's smooth.

Timon:

No.

Timon:

I mean, this is a thing that I only really got into whiskey I think when I turned 30.

Timon:

I'm 37 now, and before that I never liked whiskey.

Timon:

You know, When all my peers were drinking Jack Daniels and Coke, I was like, no.

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And then it was, I think I turned 30.

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It was just in a bar with a friend who really is into whiskey and

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started introducing me to like the differences between, peaty,

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single malt and a sweet bourbon.

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And, you know, your listeners might be going well, this is very obvious

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stuff, but I knew nothing about whiskey.

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And now, I'm not saying I'm an expert, but it is definitely my

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tipple of choice now in the evenings.

Timon:

When you've got a movie on, I'll just sit there with a nice dram

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of single malt, or a, or actually what am I saying, I'll, I'll drink

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a blend, I'm I'm not pretentious.

Timon:

I'll drink whatever's going.

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Whatever was on offer in Sainsbury's that day.

Tom:

And so this is a reward drink?

Tom:

This is very much an end of the day.

Tom:

This isn't a Hunter S Thompson, smoking and drinking as you're hitting the keys?

Timon:

I don't think I have Hunter S Thompson stamina.

Timon:

I would be slumped over a keyboard.

Timon:

It is definitely an end of the day thing.

Timon:

I'm not a functioning alcoholic.

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I would just be a full-blown alcoholic.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

And where do I find you right now?

Tom:

Is this your writing space, where are we?

Timon:

You find me in my kitchen, sat at the kitchen table.

Timon:

I don't actually have a writing space.

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This table used to be in the living room and I wrote my first book in a

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mixture of places around the house.

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In the spare room, that's now my wife's office, I did a whole bunch of interviews

Timon:

for my book and writing up there.

Timon:

And then when she took it over for work, like I got kicked out.

Timon:

So it was wherever this dining table was I would find myself.

Timon:

So either in front of the window, in the living room, and now it's in the kitchen.

Timon:

So this is where I mostly did my second book.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

And how is it?

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Cause you know, kitchens are very much the central hub of a house,

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and you have two not small dogs.

Timon:

The kitchen distraction isn't as big as you would think.

Timon:

I've got music going on in the background anyway, or movie on in the background

Timon:

and the dogs just wander in and often just scooch under the table and nap.

Timon:

If anything is they're snoring that's a distraction.

Timon:

Well that's

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all right.

Tom:

Okay.

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But that's certainly livable.

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And as you mentioned there, you know, you've written two books now and they're

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both on the theme of movie villains.

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Born To Be Bad and Born To Be Bad Part Two.

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So imaginative.

Tom:

I know, but beautiful.

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But the thing is, it is nice that it is a part two.

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And when you originally came up with the idea, did you ever think it was going

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to be more than one book or how did it come up that this should be a book?

Timon:

I didn't even think it would end up being a book, knowing my ability

Timon:

to never finish things half the time.

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But it came about, I was at The Cube, Bristol's little microplex and they

Timon:

were doing an anniversary screening of Robocop and it was packed out.

Timon:

Everyone was talking along with the dialogue and I'd had a few drinks and

Timon:

it suddenly occurred to me that all the actors playing the bad guys, look

Timon:

like they were having a much more fun time than Peter Weller, who plays

Timon:

Robocop, and who's very vocal about what a miserable time he had playing it.

Timon:

And that they were all actors that any Hollywood executive would never

Timon:

have cast as villains in their right mind to be in an action film.

Timon:

Got Ronnie Cox, you've got Kurtwood Smith.

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You've got Paul McClain from Rent and Ray Wise and all these actors that now post

Timon:

Robocop have played a host of villains.

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But before then, I don't think they really had.

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So after the film I was cycling home, I was a bit drunk.

Timon:

And I was like, you know, all of these actors who play bad guys,

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they clearly have more fun than the actors playing the heroes.

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What is it like for these actors wants the credits roll and

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they've been in a film like this?

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Does it lead to more jobs?

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Are they type cast as villains for the rest of their lives?

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Is that a good thing?

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Is it a bad thing?

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What is it like making these massive films and you're not the hero.

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And generally not as regarded as you know, your Arnold Schwarzeneggers, your

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Sylvester Stallones or your Bruce Willis.

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And the next morning I still thought it was a decent idea, wrote down a short list

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of actors that I would love to interview for the book and started chasing.

Tom:

And so at this point, you've never written a book before.

Tom:

Had you ever interviewed any actors or anyone at this level?

Timon:

It all depends what you mean by this level.

Timon:

So here in Bristol, I run a little film club called the Bristol Bad Film Club

Timon:

and we show lots of cult and genre films.

Timon:

And over the years, I have often reached out to directors and actors

Timon:

about their experiences in these films.

Timon:

And it's good to have an interview on the website that people that

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see the film and enjoy it, they can find out a bit more information.

Timon:

Or sometimes we get a video clip.

Timon:

We show before the film.

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um, A few years back, we had done a screening of Street Fighter, the 1994 film

Timon:

adaptation of the infamous video game.

Timon:

And I reached out to Steven E.

Timon:

de Souza who had written and directed it.

Timon:

And then also written small films like Commando and The Running Man and Diehard.

Timon:

And I just, I tracked down a PA through an article.

Timon:

And then the article gave me his email address.

Timon:

So I just reached out and I was like, I'm just doing a thing for our website.

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Here are 10 questions.

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If you've got five minutes, would you mind answering them?

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And a few days later, he sent back a link to a video file where he was sat,

Timon:

the Street Fighter poster behind him, and he was like, thank you very much for

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your questions, I will now answer them.

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And in this lovely edited presentation, he just went through

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and answered all my questions.

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And it was incredible.

Timon:

And I was like this guy is lovely, he's really friendly.

Timon:

If I ever do something again, maybe I'll reach out to him.

Timon:

And it was halfway through writing my first book.

Timon:

I was like, I need someone to write a foreword for this.

Timon:

Someone who's got some experience directing or writing

Timon:

villains, someone like Steven E.

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de Souza who wrote Diehard and Commando.

Timon:

Hang on, I have Steven E.

Timon:

de Souza's email address!

Timon:

And it was just one of those Eureka moments, reached out to him

Timon:

and he was like, absolutely, of course I would love to do that.

Timon:

And now several years later, I've actually met up with Stephen a couple

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of times at various film festivals.

Timon:

I came round to his house.

Tom:

Wow.

Timon:

Yeah.

Timon:

Memorabilia everywhere.

Timon:

He's got Commando action figures in that place and yeah, it's great.

Timon:

So that was my initial experience in interviewing people.

Timon:

It was stuff for the bad film club.

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And then at uni I'd written for the university newspaper

Timon:

doing the film section.

Timon:

So I've had to do the odd, local premiere and I'd done a few things for Den of Geek.

Timon:

But yeah, nothing really major.

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So this was like my first proper job interviewing people.

Tom:

I guess that did give you the, the realization that

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these are just human beings.

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And that they are approachable and they are very proud of the

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work that they've done, where,

Timon:

For the most part.

Tom:

For the most part, but we will get onto that.

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But there's yeah, I think for a lot of lay people, who've just been fans of things

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when they've never approached anyone.

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It's, how do you make that first approach?

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It just seems so imposing and so intimidating, but I guess when you've

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had a success and a unintended level of success, I guess it does help embolden

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you in approaching other people.

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Did you feel that you were going to get success when you

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started writing your list?

Timon:

No, I was very doubtful I would actually get anyone.

Timon:

And, I'm just a guy living in Bristol.

Timon:

I don't know any agents or managers in LA.

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So I had my short list and I, the way I started out was just going

Timon:

to Google and I was like which of these actors has a personal website?

Timon:

And that was it.

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And one of them, I think it was Vernon Wells runs like

Timon:

a wolf conservation charity.

Timon:

And so Vernon Wells for any of your listeners who aren't familiar with

Timon:

him, he plays Wez the big henchmen in Madmax 2: The Road Warrior,

Timon:

he's Bennett in Commando, he's Mr.

Timon:

Igoe in Innerspace, and he's played like a host of villains

Timon:

through the years and stuff like the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers.

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And he's a constantly working actor and lo and behold, it just had

Timon:

his personal email address there.

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And so I emailed him.

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It's just I'm writing my first book all about actors who've played

Timon:

iconic villains, their careers afterwards, can I interview you?

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And he said, yes.

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And that was my first interview.

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But once that was in the bag, that opened up more doors and I shelled out for

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an IMDB pro accounts because that has actors, publicists, agents, managers.

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And then it was just like a war of attrition to get past these

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publicists, agents and managers who, it is their job to keep people

Timon:

like me away from their clients.

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Unless they're getting paid, they have no interest in like letting

Timon:

someone like me talk to their clients.

Timon:

And I wasn't paying anyone because I couldn't afford to.

Timon:

I owe a big thanks to all the managers and publicists who are like,

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actually, this is something my client would actually enjoy talking about.

Timon:

I'm going to let this one slip through the cracks.

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So if I have any advice for people who wanted to write a book that

Timon:

involved interviewing famous people, I'd go, if you can ask them

Timon:

direct either by personal website.

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Or if they've got DMS open on social media, try that approach.

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If not publicists or managers, not agents.

Timon:

Agents always want to percentage.

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Managers generally care about their clients and will know whether

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it's something that'd be up for.

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A publicist to a slightly lesser extent, but also the money

Timon:

is also a concern for them.

Timon:

Agents should be your last port of call.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

And when approaching these these actors and stunt people, it clearly comes

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across in your books, how well-researched you went in, so what was your

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approach to researching these people?

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Was it just IMDB and finding like little trivia nuggets.

Tom:

Did you have any books?

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Cause I know you're such a film fan, you have a lot of

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compendiums on how films are made.

Tom:

Did you find any particular books that were really good for researching

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the people that you interviewed?

Timon:

There were a few things that inspired me.

Timon:

So this is podcast called, I Was There Too by Matt Gourley where he interviewed

Timon:

bit part actors in famous films like the woman with the pram in The Untouchables.

Timon:

And actors who played Ewoks in Star Wars.

Timon:

Actors that were there too, but aren't the big ones.

Timon:

And I like that kind of friendliness of interviews and how he's just

Timon:

asking them to talk about their experiences and looking for anecdotes.

Timon:

And then the other inspiration was this book called Life of Action,

Timon:

that's written by Mike Fury.

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And it's very much he has tracked down stuntman or action stars or stunt

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coordinators, just talk about their life, working in an action environment, putting

Timon:

in their training stunt coordination.

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And that is also an interview format book.

Timon:

So I wanted to take the friendliness of Matt Gorley's podcast with the

Timon:

writing style of Mike, which is kind of do it in an interview way.

Timon:

So I am quite a genre film fan, so I did have that working knowledge.

Timon:

But I wanted to start off the interview with a bit of background about who

Timon:

they were and how they got into film, because everyone has a different story.

Timon:

And then I knew there were various titles I would want to hit upon the way and

Timon:

generally wrap it up, as a kind of a net result was appearing in these films, a

Timon:

good thing or a bad thing for your career?

Timon:

Were you stereotyped, have you ever worked again after appearing in the films?

Timon:

And is playing villains more fun than playing the heroes?

Timon:

So once I had that kind of general layout, it was just, doing a bit of

Timon:

research on each title, knowing how they got into these films, so you

Timon:

could slightly steer the conversation.

Timon:

Especially with actors who'd been in older films and their memories

Timon:

might not be what they used to be.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

And it's interesting, you're phrasing there, sort of slightly steer the

Tom:

conversation because I think it definitely comes across in some of the interviews,

Tom:

sometimes they just want the platform to speak and they have things to say.

Timon:

Yes.

Tom:

How was that challenge to keep them on track.

Tom:

And did you find there were some almost had an agenda, is that fair

Tom:

to say when they were talking to you?

Timon:

I think some often wanted to kind of get their side of the story.

Timon:

Because often when you read about these films, it's always the director

Timon:

and the star, and also the, the positives of being in such a big film.

Timon:

So in my new book, I interviewed Robert Patrick, who played the T

Timon:

1000 and every time they're doing a rerelease of the T 1000, there's Robert

Timon:

Patrick talking about how amazing it is and what a great experience it is.

Timon:

And when I was interviewing him, I was just kind of like,

Timon:

we've talked about the T 1000.

Timon:

But I was like, was there a point when this role was like

Timon:

an albatross around your neck?

Timon:

Because I remember you played the role again for a Universal theme park.

Timon:

You showed up in a Wayne's World sequel as the T 1000, and then you had a little

Timon:

cameo in Last Action Hero as the T 1000.

Timon:

Was there a point when you were just like, I'm going to be the

Timon:

T 1000 for the rest of my life?

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And he was like, yes, that was a genuine concern that I've been

Timon:

in a great big film like this, and this is all it's going to be.

Timon:

I'm just going to be reprising this role, cameoing as myself.

Timon:

And, he talked to after Terminator 2, there was a fallow period where

Timon:

he made and I described it as a lot of VHS shlock and he agreed.

Timon:

And it wasn't until he bumped into Peter Berg.

Timon:

Director, Peter Berg, and he had just been cast in James Mangold's Copland.

Timon:

And through Peter Berg, he managed to get a role in Copland, which

Timon:

essentially gave his career a second jumpstart playing these kind of

Timon:

shifty older gangster corrupt cops.

Timon:

And then he's also just done a host of things.

Timon:

The X-Files and he's been in the new Perry Mason series.

Timon:

And I think he's just finished doing an HBO series of Peacemaker, the

Timon:

character from the suicide squad.

Timon:

So he's constantly working now, but when I spoke to him, he was like, I'm

Timon:

so glad you're asking me about all these roles, like he did like double dragon.

Timon:

Cause everyone that wants to talk to me, it's 80% it's Terminator 2 and the other

Timon:

20% just want to talk about the X-Files.

Timon:

So I think, for some of them, they're kind of like, oh, here comes somebody wants

Timon:

to talk to me about these roles again.

Timon:

But you have to be aware that lots of these actors did other things and

Timon:

they really do want to talk about it.

Timon:

Because sometimes these big films that they're in just cast a very

Timon:

long shadow of their career.

Tom:

So you've got to be very sympathetic to how that can be an albatross to them.

Tom:

And so are they often quite defensive when you first start talking to them?

Timon:

I don't think so.

Timon:

There was one actor, the British thespian, David Warner from The

Timon:

Omen and Time Bandits and Time After Time, and Tron and Titanic.

Timon:

And at first he was like, I don't understand why you want

Timon:

to talk to me because you're writing a book about villains.

Timon:

I haven't played that many villains.

Timon:

So I said, what are you talking about, you literally played Evil

Timon:

in Time Bandits, and I just started listing off all these roles.

Timon:

That whenever I thought of him, I was like, I think of David Warner and I

Timon:

think about you torturing a strung up Patrick Stewart in Star Trek:

Timon:

The Next Generation, and a strung up Leonardo DiCaprio in Titanic.

Timon:

And he was like, there was a pause, and he was like, "Okay, no maybe you're right.

Timon:

Maybe I have played a few bad guys."

Timon:

but someone like David Warner, who's been in I don't know, a hundred

Timon:

films, to him he's probably, I haven't played that many bad guys.

Timon:

But some of his most iconic roles I would argue, except maybe The

Timon:

Omen where he's just a, a reporter.

Timon:

I think of him is quite, you know, villainess persona.

Timon:

But to him, he was very amused by the whole thing.

Timon:

It's I played that many bad guys?

Timon:

Maybe.

Tom:

Now, that's really cool.

Tom:

And when you're doing your interview, so you've done a mix, you've actually

Tom:

done some in-person as well as over the phone and the internet.

Timon:

I did very few in person, a few with British actors or people

Timon:

that I nabbed at various conventions, but because often I needed to talk

Timon:

to them for like over an hour.

Timon:

Doing it via phone was the best way.

Timon:

And so I would meet a few people at comic book conventions, like

Timon:

Sarah Douglas from Superman 2.

Timon:

I'd be like, "hi, I'm writing this book.

Timon:

Would you be up for an interview at some point in the future?"

Timon:

And she just gave me her telephone number and I was like, you don't know who I am.

Timon:

You should not just be giving me your telephone number.

Timon:

And I felt very concerned for her.

Timon:

I was like, don't just give me your telephone number, ask me

Timon:

more questions about who I am.

Timon:

If I have any right to, but she was lovely.

Timon:

She was great.

Timon:

I interviewed Andrew Robinson who played the Scorpio Killer in

Timon:

Dirty Harry at a, a convention.

Timon:

Because at the convention he's just known for being Garrick from

Timon:

Deep Space Nine, and there was a little bit of a lull in Star Trek

Timon:

fans trying to get his autograph.

Timon:

So I was just sat with him for an hour and I was like, can we just talk

Timon:

about Dirty Harry and, Hellraiser and appearing in Cobra, as well

as Star Trek:

Deep Space Nine.

as Star Trek:

Because I'm a big Star Trek fan and I would love to talk to you about Star Trek,

as Star Trek:

but he was, yeah, he was great to talk to.

as Star Trek:

Playing the Scorpio Killer in Dirty Harry, that was a role where

as Star Trek:

he was so effective the casting directors didn't want to meet him.

as Star Trek:

Because they were terrified by the thought of meeting someone that sinister, so he

as Star Trek:

said he went for an interview at a studio.

as Star Trek:

The casting director's assistant came out, just told him to go

as Star Trek:

away because the casting director was too scared to meet him.

as Star Trek:

And he was like, that and that was my career for a good few years.

as Star Trek:

He was so good at that role.

as Star Trek:

People seemingly unfamiliar with the concept of acting

as Star Trek:

were too terrified to meet him.

Tom:

When you're interviewing over a telephone, I guess you've

Tom:

got a lot of people abroad, lot of people in the states.

Tom:

So the time zone factor, and you had a full-time day job whilst doing book one.

Tom:

How was that balancing act of arranging interviews around your job, at times

Tom:

that were convenient for the states?

Timon:

I would be very honest with you and tell you that when I was writing my first

Timon:

book, my then boss was very generous.

Timon:

He clearly knew I was organizing interviews and using the meeting room for

Timon:

not work related meetings at the time.

Timon:

It was tricky.

Timon:

I mean, in LA, uh, 9:00 AM is 5:00 PM our time.

Timon:

So we try and do things first thing, or when I got back from home.

Timon:

Otherwise, staying up very late to do interviews.

Timon:

And the worst thing is now is post pandemic.

Timon:

Now we're all very familiar with Zoom.

Timon:

Back then, Zoom wasn't really a thing, it was Skype.

Timon:

I was using a lot of Skype, using a lot of credit on Skype to do calls to the US.

Timon:

Now, oh God, I could just do it on zoom.

Timon:

It would be so much easier.

Timon:

Yeah, some of the dodgy phone lines I had to deal with.

Timon:

It was hard, man.

Timon:

It was really hard trying to organize it.

Timon:

And there was, I think for the first book I did like close to 25

Timon:

to 30 interviews and I did it fairly quickly over a quite short period

Timon:

of time compared to the second book.

Timon:

That took quite a bit longer.

Timon:

Yeah, it was exhausting.

Tom:

What year did you start your interviews?

Timon:

What year did I start my interviews?

Timon:

I think I came up with the idea for first book in April 2017.

Timon:

I think it was all done and written by December 2017.

Timon:

And then it came out six, seven months later.

Timon:

So quite that was quite a fast turnaround compared to the second one

Timon:

that I think took close to two years to write because I was really chasing

Timon:

some people and desperate to get them.

Timon:

And then I submitted it in April 2020, and it didn't come out till July 2021.

Tom:

What delayed that, I wonder?

Timon:

You say that I was like, what is delaying this?

Timon:

All you've got to do is get someone to proof it and design

Timon:

it your end and put it out.

Timon:

It shouldn't be that hard.

Timon:

And I was like, come on, let's try and get it out for Christmas 2020.

Timon:

And it just took so long.

Timon:

I don't know if they had a large backlog of books.

Timon:

I don't know if it was COVID related, but it did seem an exhaustive amount of time.

Tom:

And with your sort of going from the interviews to writing the book, how

Tom:

did you edit, did you edit as you go?

Tom:

So did you transcribe the full interviews and then go, I need to trim this back.

Tom:

Or were you listening to bits and go, actually, I'm not even

Tom:

going to type that bit up?

Timon:

I transcribed the whole interview and then essentially I would then copy

Timon:

it and then I would just hack at it until it was like a nice tight interview.

Timon:

Because you would start off a thing by going, so tell me how you got started

Timon:

in acting and they would tell you a half an hour long story, and you're

Timon:

like, this just needs to be a paragraph.

Timon:

But you're like, oh please just tell me more about your time and acting school and

Timon:

all the acting exercises you want to do.

Timon:

I'm very aware of who the audience is for my book, and it's a very niche book,

Timon:

but it is action and genre film fans.

Timon:

And they don't really care about the breathing exercises that he did.

Timon:

They want to know what it's like to be on set with Sylvester

Timon:

Stallone or something like that.

Timon:

So it is all about a short story of how they got into acting in the first

Timon:

place and then concentrating on the meat of the story to try and just make

Timon:

it flow better and interesting to read.

Timon:

Because you'll read back the transcription of the interview and

Timon:

you're like, I don't think I have anything here that's vaguely interesting.

Timon:

And you always do.

Timon:

It's like a sculpture, it's just a big block of marble and you've just got to

Timon:

chip away at it and smooth off the edges and get rid of all the ums and ERs while

Timon:

they stumble around kind of answer the question that you asked five minutes ago.

Timon:

So that is the challenge of writing a book that is predominantly interviews.

Tom:

When you're writing it and crafting it and chiseling it down and refining

Tom:

it, how did you pace out the book?

Tom:

Did you look to make each interview have a similar length?

Tom:

Did you have an overall word count in mind or was it just, I want this number

Tom:

of interviews and I want them to all flow?

Timon:

Basically that.

Timon:

It was, I know what the odd structure of each interview will be.

Timon:

And I know how I want to do it in the book.

Timon:

It's just not got to be a slog reading each interview.

Timon:

There's gotta be stuff of interest in there.

Timon:

It's kinda gotta be funny depending on the actor.

Timon:

Let me tell you, Steven Berkoff is not a barrel of laughs.

Timon:

And yeah, just make it flow and just make it interesting and

Timon:

stick to what your book is about.

Timon:

And it is playing bad guys.

Timon:

Some of them might want to go off on tangents and talk about other

Timon:

things, but you just got to keep it focused on why you've written

Timon:

this book in the first place.

Tom:

Did you ever get a moment of self doubt of a crisis point where

Tom:

you thought the entire project was unworkable and pointless and terrible?

Tom:

Did you ever get a point of why should I complete this?

Tom:

Cause you said right at the beginning, how you struggled to complete things.

Timon:

There've been times when I've come up with a great idea for

Timon:

something and then in the cold light of day or 72 hours later, you're

Timon:

like, no, that's a terrible idea.

Timon:

What are you talking about?

Timon:

But with this book, the idea that it was a good idea would not go

Timon:

away, for better or for worse.

Timon:

So no, it kept going.

Timon:

And the fact, there's something that's quite exciting about chasing agents and

Timon:

kind of going, like, I really want these actors and I had a few white whales that

Timon:

I couldn't even get for the second book.

Timon:

And with the second book, I was like, look, unless I get this actor

Timon:

and this actor, I'm not going to bother because otherwise I'm just

Timon:

scraping the bottom of the barrel and I need some big names in there.

Timon:

And otherwise I wouldn't be satisfied with buying a follow-up if it didn't

Timon:

have some decent names in there.

Timon:

So for the second book, there were definite moments where I was like,

Timon:

I'm never going to get this person.

Timon:

I'm never going to finish.

Timon:

I need at least 20 names.

Timon:

Who haven't I asked that I could ask?

Timon:

And why isn't Michael Ironside returning my phone calls?

Timon:

And why does this actor want an ungodly amount of money?

Timon:

Does he not know that I have no money to give him?

Timon:

So there were definite moments where I felt like I was slamming my head against

Timon:

the table, but if you think it's a good idea, I think you'll see it through.

Timon:

If you're convinced it's a good idea, you'll continue going with it.

Timon:

And I definitely thought I would come to this realization, but at no point did

Timon:

I actually go, this is a terrible idea.

Timon:

You should just stop.

Tom:

Certainly with the second book, I guess you've got the

Tom:

legitimacy of I've already done it once, it was well received.

Tom:

And did that give you a legitimacy in the eyes of the actors that you

Tom:

interviewed for the second, this was your second book in a series?

Timon:

Absolutely.

Timon:

Not so much with the actors, but with their representation.

Timon:

Because there were actors, I tried to get to the first book, like Rob

Timon:

Patrick, and their team just went no.

Timon:

And then once you approach them again and go, I'm actually a published author.

Timon:

Here is my book.

Timon:

Here's a link to it on Amazon.

Timon:

You know, and it's by an actual publisher in America, please

Timon:

let me talk to your clients.

Timon:

And that does give you some legitimacy.

Timon:

The first time round you are just putting any sort of legitimacy under your name.

Timon:

Hi, I'm, my name is Timon Singh, I previously written

Timon:

for Den of Geek six years ago.

Timon:

Actually, I better not put six years ago.

Timon:

And there was at the time I did a couple of weeks work for Cineworld magazine,

Timon:

but I'll just put that in there.

Timon:

Anything to make it look like, you are a legitimate quote unquote "author"

Timon:

or "journalist," and that letting them speak to their client is not,

Timon:

the worst idea they will have made.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

And coming to approaching people.

Tom:

Approaching publishers, because it was a US publisher that published you.

Tom:

Did you have them in mind as you're writing it, or was it that you

Tom:

finished the the project and you're like, I hope someone picks this up.

Timon:

No, actually I think a couple of months into it, I basically wrote

Timon:

a book proposal to what the book would be, what I was aiming it for it to be,

Timon:

who I was aiming to interview for it.

Timon:

And I had three sample interviews attached.

Timon:

I think it was Vernon Wells, Sven-Ole Thorsen, who's been in most Arnie

Timon:

films and tells some racy anecdotes, and Al Leong, the Asian stunt

Timon:

man stunt coordinator who plays a henchman in most eighties action

Timon:

films, like Diehard, Leathal Weapon.

Timon:

He's there with his long hair, fu manchu moustache.

Timon:

So I put my proposal together, those three chapters, and I sent them out to every

Timon:

film and TV genre publisher I could find.

Timon:

And most said no.

Timon:

And then I got an acceptance from an American publisher and

Timon:

it was a big American publisher.

Timon:

And I was so excited.

Timon:

I was showing off the acceptance letter.

Timon:

And then I emailed an author whose books I have that had been published by them.

Timon:

And I was like, hey, I've just got this acceptance letter.

Timon:

Do you have any thoughts about them?

Timon:

And he essentially said, don't go with them.

Timon:

He was like, you've get so little money.

Timon:

It's been a constant nightmare.

Timon:

They're not great.

Timon:

They treat you awfully.

Timon:

And basically just said no.

Timon:

And then he was like, you should try this publisher.

Timon:

And I think I had reached out to them.

Timon:

But immediately one of the big things was they would give you double the amount

Timon:

of profits the other one was offering.

Timon:

So I sent them the proposal and they said, yes, immediately.

Timon:

They were like, absolutely.

Timon:

Yeah, we would like to do this.

Timon:

Sounds like great idea.

Timon:

They're Bear Manor Media, they're based in the US, and they do

Timon:

specialize in film and TV books.

Timon:

And I did want to go through a publishing company for that legitimacy sake.

Timon:

You can self publish a book and I'm sure the money is probably better

Timon:

if you do, but I didn't know how I would get my book into shops.

Timon:

I didn't know how I'd get onto Amazon.

Timon:

I don't know how Waterstones would go about ordering it in.

Timon:

I don't know about the barcoding or anything like that.

Timon:

So I was like, this is my first book.

Timon:

Let's try and make it something my parents can at least show their

Timon:

friends and it's not something that's stapled together pieces of A4 paper.

Timon:

So I went with them.

Timon:

And yeah, they did all the, getting it out there, the design, the layout, clashed

Timon:

with them a couple of times on stuff that, and I'm sure they'd be okay with

Timon:

me saying, like the cover because their kind of format was like, we just go with

Timon:

a photo of one of your interview subjects.

Timon:

Photo, Timon Singh, title name, boom.

Timon:

And I was like, no, that would look terrible.

Timon:

I want people to look at the cover and go, I immediately know what that book is and

Timon:

look at all those familiar characters on the cover that I know from my childhood,

Timon:

the bad guys from Superman to David Patrick Kelly, from The Warriors Bennett

Timon:

from Commando and actors like that.

Timon:

So I was like, no, I want a hand-drawn eighties style book cover.

Timon:

And I fought them on it and I was like, I'll pay for it.

Timon:

Like, I know someone who can do it.

Timon:

I'll pay for it.

Timon:

You just put it on the goddamn book.

Timon:

And they were like, ah, photos better.

Timon:

And I was like, I'm just going to get this guy to do it.

Timon:

And when it's done, I will show it to you.

Timon:

And if you still think a photo would be better, we'll go with a photo.

Timon:

And it was done.

Timon:

My friend Ben Turner, who's a Bristol based illustrator, did it.

Timon:

And he'd done loads of posters for us for the Bristol Bad Film Club.

Timon:

They sent it over to the publisher and they were like, no, you're right.

Timon:

This is much better.

Timon:

And go with that.

Timon:

So I think, yeah, arguments with publishers can come down to something as

Timon:

simple as what's it actually going to look like, and I didn't want it to look cheap.

Timon:

I wanted it to look a bit slick and a bit glossy.

Timon:

I wanted people to judge the book by its cover.

Tom:

Yes, absolutely.

Tom:

As it should be.

Tom:

And after that, there must have been a joyous pride in getting it

Tom:

published and having that book launch.

Tom:

And getting it out in the world.

Tom:

But how long had it been out that you realize you wanted to write a second one?

Timon:

Probably about the year, because once you've got a book out, the last

Timon:

thing you immediately think about is, oh, and you know what I want to do?

Timon:

Write another book.

Timon:

I don't know how Lee Child does it, knocking out Jack Reacher book one a year.

Timon:

I was like, I'm done.

Timon:

I never want to touch keyboard again.

Timon:

No one talk to me about writing a book.

Timon:

And I feel like that after I finished the second one, but after the first one

Timon:

came out, I was like, I'm really annoyed I didn't get this actor in it, and I'm

Timon:

annoyed that I didn't get this actor.

Timon:

And I'd be at convention selling books and people be going, did

Timon:

you manage to get this guy in it?

Timon:

Cause I really love him in that thing.

Timon:

And I was like, yeah I do too.

Timon:

He was working, I couldn't get him.

Timon:

And they're like, oh.

Timon:

That sounds like I've got to do a follow up.

Timon:

If only to scratch that itch that at least the second time round, if I don't

Timon:

get them this time round, at least I'll know that I couldn't have got them.

Timon:

But yeah.

Timon:

So I did have a, if I don't get this person I'm not bothering,

Timon:

but I did get that person.

Tom:

Who were the ones?

Tom:

Give us spoilers.

Timon:

So I got Robert Patrick.

Tom:

Yep.

Timon:

I got Kim Coates, the actor who most people know from Sons of Anarchy,

Timon:

but he's in like The Last Boy Scout and he's in Waterworld and he's in Open Range.

Timon:

He's great at giving good creep, as he would say.

Timon:

And I also got Stephen Lang who played the bad guy in Avatar.

Timon:

He's, you know, pretty big name.

Timon:

But there was still actors I couldn't get for the second one.

Timon:

Mainly Clancy Brown, the Kurgan from Highlander, I know he doesn't

Timon:

like talking about that film.

Timon:

But he's been in so many iconic films, Shawshank Redemption.

Timon:

He's just been cast in John Wick 4, he was my white whale.

Timon:

And I couldn't get him for love nor money.

Timon:

I couldn't get past his people.

Timon:

I was going to like his voice over agent.

Timon:

He's just constantly working.

Timon:

I just couldn't get him.

Timon:

I don't know if they were like, he just doesn't do books.

Timon:

But yeah, no, I just couldn't get him.

Timon:

But luckily I got a great lineup for the second one.

Timon:

Including, Scott Adkins, got Bai Ling, I got William Fichtner, I

Timon:

got Xander Berkley from The Walking Dead and Air Force One and Heat.

Timon:

And yeah, so I got some great names and Tony Todd, I got

Timon:

Tony Todd, Candyman himself.

Timon:

So I got some great names, but you know, there's always that kind of the one that

Timon:

got away, still sticks in your crawl.

Tom:

It only got published, was it last month?

Timon:

End of June.

Timon:

Early July.

Timon:

Yeah.

Tom:

But you wrote it over a year ago?

Timon:

Yeah, almost two.

Timon:

Yeah.

Tom:

Do you feel you're done now or do you feel there's enough of

Tom:

a list that you want to go again?

Timon:

Oh, I'm done.

Timon:

I'm done on the interviewing movie villains.

Timon:

I think if there was another one it'd be scraping the bottom of the barrel

Timon:

and I'd like to do something different.

Timon:

And on the back of my first book I joined I reached out to this

Timon:

producer and writer who are making a documentary about eighties action films.

Timon:

And I was like, hey, I've interviewed most of these people, do you need a researcher?

Timon:

And they brought me on as a co-writer and producer.

Timon:

And before I knew it, I was getting shipped off to LA to interview all these

Timon:

people in person for a documentary.

Timon:

And I really enjoyed that.

Timon:

So I think going forward, I would love to do more documentary

Timon:

interviewing stuff like that.

Timon:

Cause I really enjoyed going to Sony studios and hanging out with

Timon:

screenwriters in their rooms and in their offices and going to people's houses

Timon:

and yeah, I mean, it was a stressful busy two weeks, but man, I loved it.

Tom:

So is this as a journalist interviewer, a vocation for you that

Tom:

you feel that you're going to continue?

Tom:

Have you got certain projects in mind or that you'd like to do?

Timon:

I had another idea for a different book.

Timon:

It was a book that I've done like six interviews for, I'm not sure it's

Timon:

good enough or the idea's good enough.

Timon:

I keep coming back to it.

Timon:

Maybe one day I'll resurrect it in some way or another.

Timon:

I just don't know how to do it, where it doesn't seem like a missed

Timon:

opportunity of something else.

Timon:

It would be a film book.

Timon:

Should I say yeah, now I can say what the idea was, it was basically writing

Timon:

a book about infamous productions that went disastrously wrong and

Timon:

interviewing actors that were there.

Timon:

However, I was like, the reason I wanted actors with obviously

Timon:

a director would defend the production about why it went wrong.

Timon:

And so with the producers, and so would maybe the writer.

Timon:

Whereas an actor, especially if they're not the star, they're

Timon:

just like, hey, it was a job.

Timon:

I'm more than happy to tell you what went wrong.

Timon:

But the more people I talk to, they're kind of like, you want

Timon:

a more detailed oral history.

Timon:

You want to talk to more people than just one actor.

Timon:

So I've interviewed people like Jason Fleming, who was there for The

Timon:

League Of Extraordinary Gentlemen.

Timon:

I've got Lance Guest who was the lead in Jaws: The Revenge.

Timon:

I've got an interview with Rainn Wilson about making Sahara, the big

Timon:

Matthew McConaughey Indiana Jones-esque franchise that never happened.

Timon:

And of course my good friend, Greg Sestero about the making of The Room.

Timon:

A story that's been even turned into a film, but yeah, it's just, is one

Timon:

person's take on what went wrong on a particular film good enough?

Timon:

Do I need all those other people?

Timon:

And also there were productions I just couldn't get interviews for.

Timon:

There are films that I wanted to cover and no one on the cast would talk to me.

Timon:

So it was, I don't want to do this if I can't do this film,

Timon:

so that's why it's been shelved.

Timon:

And I don't know if I'm going to take it off the shelf yet.

Tom:

With the documentary that you did, you were talking to other elements

Tom:

of the filmmaking crew, writers and directors and things like that.

Tom:

Have you reached out to many writers?

Tom:

Cause often it's the writer who gets screwed over on a film production.

Timon:

Yeah.

Timon:

I met Graham Yost who wrote Speed, Hard Rain and Broken Arrow when I was doing

Timon:

the documentary, and he was generous to write the forward for my second book.

Timon:

And we've kept in touch.

Timon:

I did an interview with him for my friend's podcast, The Cosmic

Timon:

Shed It was an anniversary of the Apollo 11 moon landings.

Timon:

Because he was a writer on the HBO miniseries From The Earth To The Moon.

Timon:

And he worked, I think he actually, he's working on the new HBO world war two

Timon:

series Masters of the Air because he was part of Band of Brothers as well.

Timon:

So we just bonded when I was in his office about oh, let's talk

Timon:

about Band of Brothers while the guys setting up the camera.

Timon:

And then I cracked a couple of jokes about Speed 2.

Timon:

And he laughed.

Timon:

So yeah, the talking to writers is always fascinating because there

Timon:

was, I talked to Sheldon Lettich who was the writer of Kickboxer.

Timon:

Now politics aside, I have a question for you.

Timon:

Donald Trump has said his favorite film of all time is Kickboxer, but he fast

Timon:

forwards through the dialogue scenes.

Timon:

What do you make of that?

Timon:

Purely as the writer of Kickboxer and Sheldon Lettich, he's like

Timon:

a former Marine I have no idea about his political leanings.

Timon:

I get the feeling, he probably lent a little bit more conservative

Timon:

and he was just like, that's nice.

Timon:

He said, I have heard that.

Timon:

And that is that's nice.

Timon:

That's nice.

Timon:

I guess it was a very diplomatic thing.

Tom:

I don't want to I guess the cliche question is who was the

Tom:

most difficult interview and I don't want to go down that road.

Tom:

Who was the most surprisingly generous interview?

Tom:

That you just like, wow, there's no filter.

Tom:

There's no diplomacy here.

Timon:

That's two different questions.

Timon:

The one, I was surprised at how nice he was is Vernon Wells.

Timon:

Because he always plays crazed people in his films and he was so lovely.

Timon:

And he was just like, oh, if we have a meetup, that'd be great.

Timon:

And I did eventually meet with him in LA and gave him a copy of the book.

Timon:

And he is so funny.

Timon:

So dry, typical Australian.

Timon:

Actually, he is also someone that just has no filter.

Timon:

And a lot of the actors don't either because when I interviewed them,

Timon:

they weren't there with a publicist.

Timon:

They're like, oh, I made this film 30 years ago.

Timon:

I don't care.

Timon:

So basically a lot of these actors had worked with some of the biggest

Timon:

names in Hollywood and they're like, oh yeah, Arnie's great to work with.

Timon:

He's good fun.

Timon:

He's good fun.

Timon:

If he shows up on set, he's fine.

Timon:

He's always smoking cigars, but let me tell you who's a complete dick,

Timon:

and they would just go off on one.

Timon:

And there was a common name that seemed to crop up in all the,

Timon:

let me tell you who's a dick.

Timon:

And I'm more than happy to say it, Steven Seagal does not come off well in my book.

Timon:

Alleged sexual harasser, Steven Seagal, who would have thought

Timon:

it, is not a nice person.

Timon:

And yeah, I was like, should you be telling me this?

Timon:

And they were like, I don't care..

Timon:

I worked with them 30 years ago.

Timon:

He can dispute it if he likes, but by all means, yeah, there you go.

Tom:

So I'm going to wrap up with a couple of questions just on the general

Tom:

writing aspect of the book, because it's my belief that writers always grow and

Tom:

developed with every book that they write.

Tom:

And although you've only written two, was there anything that you

Tom:

learned from your first book that was integral to the way that you

Tom:

approach and wrote your second book?

Timon:

I got a different proof reader.

Timon:

There is ah, when my first book arrived, I opened it up and I immediately

Timon:

spotted a typo in an image caption.

Timon:

And it broke my heart.

Timon:

Especially when you personally have read the book 20 times and you spell

Timon:

checked it a billion times and at least two other people have proofed it.

Timon:

Yeah.

Timon:

I'd got someone to proof it and they had done a great job, but there was a typo and

Timon:

I spotted a couple of other typos as well.

Timon:

And it's like a punch in between the legs.

Timon:

You just got to say.

Timon:

So the second time round it's, I just proof-read the book double the amount

Timon:

of times and got every grammatically pedantic friend I knew to proofread

Timon:

it or just take a look at it.

Timon:

You can never have enough people just take a look at your book, just to

Timon:

look for the most stupidest typos, the things you become blind to.

Timon:

And one actually came up in the design of this book.

Timon:

So I'd written the entire manuscript.

Timon:

It was all fine.

Timon:

It was all proof.

Timon:

Sent it over to the publishers.

Timon:

And 14 months later they get round sending me the final layout.

Timon:

And I'm just like looking at all the image captions with a magnifying glass, yeah.

Timon:

Sign it off.

Timon:

And then someone, then it comes out and someone says, oh, I'm

Timon:

reading this great chapter.

Timon:

In this book, in the Ralf Moeller section taken a picture of it.

Timon:

And in the chapter header, it said Ralph Moeller and it's Ralf

Timon:

Moeller cause he's German, R A L F.

Timon:

What did I?

Timon:

Did I write Ralph?

Timon:

Went back to the manuscript, hadn't written Ralph.

Timon:

Looked at the designs and the designer had just taken it upon him or herself,

Timon:

just to change the chapter to Ralph Moeller, and I had not noticed.

Timon:

Because I'd been so fixated on all the little things I had not even noticed that

Timon:

the title of the chapter had been changed from Ralf Moeller to Ralph Moeller.

Timon:

So I immediately just emailed the publisher.

Timon:

I was like, what happened, what's going on?

Timon:

Just stop all printing of the books.

Timon:

I don't how this happened.

Timon:

Change it now.

Timon:

And let's just say that was a very stressful 48 hours.

Timon:

It's all fixed now and all copies of the book, but I was just like, I

Timon:

became so fixated on the small stuff.

Timon:

Literally the biggest thing, big actor's name is the title of a chapter.

Timon:

I hadn't even noticed.

Timon:

So the more eyes you can put on your work, the better.

Timon:

Because they'll spot something that you have seen a hundred times and

Timon:

it wouldn't even have registered.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

And one last question in any kind of writing advice you've heard over the

Tom:

years, was there any writing advice that you felt resonated and really helped you

Tom:

in writing either or both of these books?

Timon:

Here's the thing.

Timon:

For someone who did a history degree and has written, a lot for

Timon:

various publications over the years.

Timon:

I've worked at a creative agency and copywriting and editorial processes

Timon:

been a big part of my career.

Timon:

I don't enjoy writing.

Timon:

I find it hard.

Timon:

That is why when I came up with the idea for a book, I was like,

Timon:

oh, this interviews, boom, 80% of the work done right there.

Timon:

I don't have to come up with ideas.

Timon:

I'm literally just talking to people and I'm writing up their stories.

Timon:

So people authors that you're going to interview that have written fiction.

Timon:

To me, I can't think of anything harder than looking at that blank page

Timon:

and just coming up with something.

Timon:

I think that's the hardest thing, coming up with an idea.

Timon:

When I came up with this idea for this book, I was so happy.

Timon:

I was like, I've come up with an idea.

Timon:

That's amazing.

Timon:

Then it's like, why didn't I come up with this idea 10 years ago?

Timon:

Oh, this book could have been out 10 years ago.

Timon:

And then it was just like scouring of the internet.

Timon:

This is such an obvious idea.

Timon:

Has no one ever done it before?

Timon:

Someone's clearly done this and probably a lot better, so I'm just

Timon:

Johnny come lately to this idea.

Timon:

But no one had, and I, I would say that's the thing just when you have the idea.

Timon:

Just go for it, just go for it and keep writing that idea.

Timon:

There's no advice I could give to anyone about writing.

Timon:

Cause everyone's different.

Timon:

People like write in the morning, people like write in the evening, people

Timon:

go for a word count or page count.

Timon:

I would just try and, just make something readable because it

Timon:

was just about cutting down that interview into something manageable.

Timon:

So I can't give any advice to anyone on how to write simply because

Timon:

everyone's different and I'm sure my writing method would be a car

Timon:

crash to some of your listeners.

Timon:

Finish the thing.

Timon:

That's always good.

Timon:

Finish it.

Timon:

Finish it.

Timon:

And if you can then approach a documentary team, that's done a

Timon:

book on the subject to kind of give you work, I'd recommend doing that.

Timon:

That, that panned out.

Tom:

Yeah, that sounds brilliant.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

That's all I have to ask Ti.

Tom:

Thank you so much.

Tom:

It's a pleasure.

Tom:

And everyone go and buy both these books.

Tom:

They brilliant.

Timon:

They're fine.

Timon:

There.

Timon:

My mum says they're not her thing, but my wife has also not read them.

Timon:

So make of that, what you will.

Timon:

Get them in through your local bookshop, then don't give your money

Timon:

to that, that large tax dodging conglomerate, although it is on Kindle.

Timon:

So...

Tom:

buy it twice.

Timon:

So buy it twice, I get more money through Kindle.

Tom:

Okay.

Tom:

Excellent.

Tom:

All right.

Tom:

Thank you very much.

Tom:

And that was the real writing process of Timon Singh.

Tom:

If you'd like to find out more about Timon, his books and his

Tom:

interviews, you can check out his website, borntobebad.co.uk.

Tom:

You can also find him on Twitter under the handle @TimonSingh.

Tom:

And this week, I'm going to ask you to recommend this podcast to

Tom:

one person you know personally.

Tom:

Reviews and retweets are great, but nothing beats word of mouth.

Tom:

And if you like this podcast, I bet you know someone who'd like it too.

Tom:

And don't just send them a link.

Tom:

Message them specifically and discuss it.

Tom:

It's almost Christmas and it'll mean a lot to them to show

Tom:

that you're thinking of them.

Tom:

And want them to escape the horrors of the world for an hour to hear a nice chat.

Tom:

In return, if you have something you'd like me to promote message

Tom:

me on Twitter, @therealwriting1.

Tom:

Or email me therealwritingprocess@gmail.com.

Tom:

Anyway, that's all for this week.

Tom:

Until next time, my friends.

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The Real Writing Process
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Interviews with award winning writers as well as emerging talent on how they manage their day to day process of writing for a living. Hear how the professionals approach structure, plot and imposter syndrome, as well as what they like to drink.
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