Episode 406

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27th Feb 2024

The Real Writing Process of L D Smithson

Tom Pepperdine interviews crime thriller author L D Smithson, about her writing process. Leona discusses how she writes around her role as a psychologist, being inspired by the real world, and why it takes a glass of wine and 24 hours to deal with editorial feedback.

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Transcript
Tom:

Hello, and welcome to The Real Writing Process.

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I'm your host Tom Pepperdine, and this week my guest is crime

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thriller author L D Smithson.

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L D Smithson is a psychologist who started her writing career writing the Dr.

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Bloom crime series under the name Leona Deakin, but her latest book is a

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standalone, and so a new name was born.

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Also, it's a different publisher and that's how marketing works, but don't

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worry, we cover it in the interview.

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The key thing to know is that she's a talented writer, and her latest book,

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The Escape Room, is out this week.

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And I will say, it's not hyperbole to call it one of the best thrillers I've read.

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My wife read it in one day after I raved about it, and now she's

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ordered everything Leona has written because she's become a bit obsessed.

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But, in a healthy way?

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Nah, I'm not too concerned.

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Yet.

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Anyway, Leona is fantastic, clearly knows her shit, gave me some validation

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off air too, so her psychologist skills are top notch as well.

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And I think if you write thrillers, want to write thrillers, or just

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enjoy thrillers, then you'll get a lot out of this interview.

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So, shall I stop the intro waffle and just get to the interview?

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Yeah, let's jingle.

Tom:

And this week I'm here with LD Smithson.

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Leona, hello.

Leona:

Hello, lovely to be here.

Leona:

Thank you for being here.

Leona:

And my first question, as always, what are we drinking?

Leona:

Well, I am drinking what I like to call a Capu Latte today.

Leona:

My youngest sister owns a lovely independent cafe and she's a

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properly trained barista and she makes amazing cappuccinos.

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And then I try and replicate them at home.

Leona:

Okay.

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Always a bit of a cross between the two.

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So that's what I'm drinking today.

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My latte.

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My own invention.

Leona:

Yeah, no, no.

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It's very, very frothy and very creamy.

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I like it.

Leona:

So I, I, I'm joining you.

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I'm usually black coffee all the way because I'm lactose intolerant, but I have

Leona:

I am sorry.

Leona:

No, I have oat milk and oat milk froth is beautiful.

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You can get barista versions now.

Leona:

It's, it's very good.

Leona:

Lovely.

Leona:

Mm.

Leona:

Oh, there we go.

Leona:

Um, and where I'm speaking to you now, is this your writing room?

Leona:

Is this the corner of the house that you write in?

Leona:

It is really, this is our kind of home office.

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We, we bought a new home together, myself and my husband a few

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years ago and, um, renovated it.

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Knocked down all the walls, made it lovely and open plan so that

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we could spend as much time as possible with our three children.

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Immediately regretted that decision, we had our first

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weekend with all the children.

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Um, but yeah, so it doesn't really have a door on it.

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You can kind of see straight way through to the rest of the house.

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So it's quite open.

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But it is like a little corner that you can get with the seat.

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So I can go here and people will leave me be.

Leona:

Nice.

Tom:

Okay.

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And do you have set hours when you're sort of like?

Leona:

Yes.

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And I also work as a business psychologist.

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So my writing tends to fit about half of my time.

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And the other half is working as a freelance consultant.

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So I write when I can would be the real answer.

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So I love to have full days where I can spend the whole day writing.

Leona:

That's really lovely, but sometimes that's a luxury.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

Um, I also write a lot on trains when I'm going to and from my work as a

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psychologist, I just put my headphones in.

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And I like to walk to a local cafe sometimes and write there.

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So.

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I don't really mind where I am, but it's only when I'm in the house

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on my own and this space is quiet.

Tom:

Yes.

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That's luxurious.

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I was going to say, with three kids, I guess the noise of a cafe and having

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noise, do you find you write better when it's silence or when, you know,

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you have like white noise background?

Leona:

I find it better when I have a playlist on.

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So when I'm writing a book, I will have a playlist for that book.

Leona:

Nice.

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Which is music that I find gets me in the right frame of mind for whatever

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story is, and it's quite a long playlist so it isn't too repetitive.

Leona:

But those songs just get me into the right frame of mind.

Leona:

Yeah.

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And I've always written like that.

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I think because I used to write on trains a lot when I first started and

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obviously that just you can't help But listen to a train conversation

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because they're fascinating

Tom:

And do you find it better with movie soundtrack and like classical

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like instrumental music that evocative of the emotion of the scene or is

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it more classic pop tracks that might represent the characters?

Leona:

Yeah, well, I'm a bit of an indie queen, so I'm a kind of Radiohead, R.

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E.

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M.

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kind of fan back in the day.

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And so I always have, my indie playlists are my favorites.

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Um, but I can't have songs I love too much on there, I find.

Leona:

Yeah.

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If something come on that I really, I stopped writing

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and I listened to the song.

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So new music is quite good for me because it kind of just plays in the background.

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I don't know it.

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It isn't distracting.

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And then it just becomes part of the writing process.

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So I'll go and find an indie playlist of new tunes.

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And use that kind of thing.

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So...

Tom:

nice.

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And you don't accidentally find yourself writing the lyrics into your?

Leona:

Don't know.

Leona:

I don't think so.

Leona:

No, I feel like I need to go back and pick all my

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books.

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Just check your editors.

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It's like, Oh wait, no, hold on.

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There's a whole paragraph that's the chorus.

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and we should talk about your latest book, The Escape Room, which I absolutely loved.

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And my wife is obsessed with, my goodness, it's like, cause

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occasionally there'll be a book.

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She, she really likes crime and she read it in less than 24 hours.

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She was up until midnight finishing it.

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And then, bless her and shows the true love that we have.

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She let me sleep, but as soon as I woke up in the morning, it's

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like, we're discussing this book.

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Oh that's

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wonderful.

Tom:

Yes.

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So, it's a little departure cause you also write under

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Leona Deacon, with the, the Dr.

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Bloom series of crime thriller novels.

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So in general terms, I'm interested with all writers, how you you start a story,

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whether it's, you know, a character or a scenario or, you know, just an event.

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What was it that made you depart from the Dr.

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Bloom books to write The Escape Room?

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Was this something that had been percolating for a while?

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Or was there something that just you know, inspiration struck?

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You know, how did it come about?

Leona:

Yeah, it actually came about really through conversations.

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I had a new editor, um, in my publishers.

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And he's fab and I really enjoyed working with him.

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My previous editor was amazing, but he's just A bit different.

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And he's a bit more in the story ideas with me.

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And we talked about different ideas for the next story in the Dr.

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Bloom series.

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And then he just asked me if I had any other ideas and we

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talked through some ideas there.

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And then we both just got kind of carried away talking

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about this reality TV culture.

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And I think squid games had just come out and things like that.

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And we started sharing podcasts or TV shows and then it just

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kind of went off on a journey.

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And then at some point, I can't remember whether it was him or me, but we thought

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we should write a story about this.

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Cause this is, this is the thing that we are talking most about.

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And so it kind of evolves from there.

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So it wasn't like a story idea that popped in my head that I

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thought I want to write that.

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Or it wasn't even a, oh, I'm bored of the series, I want to move on.

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It was kind of a bit more organic, maybe than that.

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It was just about kind of observing what was going on in culture

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and how that was fascinating me.

Tom:

Is that how you generally start your stories?

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Is that you look at a thing in society or that you want to discuss in a story?

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Or there's a scenario that you think, Oh, that'd be a good

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crime to solve or is there a character that you want to feature?

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How does the story generally develop?

Leona:

Yeah, I suppose it's quite similar, now you've asked that question.

Leona:

When I did my first novel, my first Dr.

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Bloom novel Gone, that was around a 14 year old psychopath.

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That was inspired by a book, which is by ME Thomas, which

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is called Diary of a Sociopath.

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So she is a real life lawyer living in America who has been diagnosed

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with sociopathy or, um, antisocial personality disorder really.

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And she wrote about her experiences and how she sees the world.

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And I just thought it was absolutely fascinating and I thought, what if there

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was a child in school, a teenager who felt different, like so many teenagers

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do, their difference was this very extreme difference that's really quite dark.

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But also quite judged and prejudiced against by the world.

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And so she kind of inspired that story.

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And then Dr.

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Bloom is my psychologist who works with this individual and then there's a whole

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load of mysterious crimes going on in the background, people disappearing, and

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kind of leaving strange messages behind.

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And so that becomes something that Dr.

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Bloom's embroiled in while working with this young girl.

Leona:

So yeah, I suppose they are inspired by things I'm reading

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or seeing in the real world.

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And then I'm trying to come up with my own version of that.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

No, that's really cool.

Tom:

And the book that you're working on the moment, is it too spoilerific to say

Tom:

what inspired what you're working on?

Leona:

No, it isn't.

Leona:

So the book I'm working on at the moment is all about shame and being shamed.

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So it's essentially about a group of friends where somebody's found out some

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things they've done in the past that they would be ashamed if they came out.

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And then it's how far they'll go to protect themselves

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from that truth coming out.

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And again, that's that whole, what we see on social media where, you know,

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when people get called out for having done something embarrassing or foolish.

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And the idea that actually we're all human and we can all make mistakes and

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we probably all have something in our past we'd rather others didn't know.

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But what if that was exposed, and how would that, like, shatter

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our lives or our self identity.

Tom:

It's actually something I discuss a lot with people, because

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the extent of cancel culture, and there's a understandable end,

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but it's also, at what point do you reject the possibility of redemption.

Leona:

Yeah, absolutely.

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And it's really healthy.

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I think that's where we kind of evolve and grow.

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And it's like two forward, one step back sometimes, but we're all people.

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Really moving forward.

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And I think one of the things that influences some of my stories

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is, as a psychologist, I have this really fundamental beliefs

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that people are born with a blank sheet in terms of good and bad.

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So even if you were born with a psychopathic brain, which we know is

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wired up a little bit differently, and you don't experience emotions quite

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as keenly, and you're not as scared and, and you're not as empathetic.

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But you can be intelligent and still make good choices if you're educated right

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and you have a good family background.

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And so I think there's always that chance for that opportunity to be

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the best of yourself and the best person and then that opportunity to

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put it right if you got it wrong.

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I know some people would see me as being a bit naive there, but I just

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like that idea of human nature.

Leona:

I think I'm just an optimist.

Tom:

Optimism is something I think we need more of in the world right now.

Tom:

Yes.

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I definitely think environment helps.

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Um, and it's amazing how people with the same diagnosis, but different cultural

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background or nurture, you know, the level of nurturing they've had, how they

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can develop their personalities and it can manifest in very different ways.

Leona:

And there's a mindset to it, isn't there?

Leona:

If you say, so if you have kind of attention deficit disorder, for instance,

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you might see that as something that holds you back, or you could choose

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to see that as your superpower.

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Because you're going to be better in a crisis and better when there's lots

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of variety and multiple demands going on than somebody who's kind of very

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steady away and, and like structure and his brain works in a very linear way.

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So I think it's embracing that difference, isn't it?

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That we're all different.

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So learn how that helps you, and learn how that can be to your

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advantage and lean into that.

Leona:

Lean into it a little bit.

Leona:

And I think in the world of kind of physical disability, you see those

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examples quite strongly now, don't you?

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Where you get the Paralympians, many of them will say that their parents

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influenced them hugely by kind of saying, well, you're just as valid.

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You're just different.

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So go out there and be the best version of you.

Leona:

And I think mental health wise, that's coming.

Leona:

Not quite there, but hopefully that's coming, that idea of,

Leona:

okay, so you're different.

Leona:

Everybody's different.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

. So how can you use it?

Leona:

How can it help you?

Leona:

Yeah.

Tom:

And moving a bit more, going back into your writing and

Tom:

the development of your story.

Tom:

So at the moment you are sort of focusing on shame and where you've

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dealt with, uh, sociopathy in the past.

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How do you start mapping that out into a story?

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Do you then find a core character?

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So you represent it and you start developing who they are as a person, who

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they associate with, what their background is, or do you go more into the plot of?

Tom:

Okay, these are the events that I want to unfold in this book?

Leona:

Yeah, so I'm very much, um, I like to call it a gardener, where I got

Leona:

a character, an interesting character, my 40 year old psychopath, let's say,

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or, um, my TV reality show contestant who didn't really want to be on the TV show.

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And then I put them in a situation and then I kind of ask them,

Leona:

what are you going to do now?

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

And if I have made their character real enough in my own head.

Leona:

If I can kind of understand where they're coming from personality

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wise and background wise.

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Then that process becomes quite easy.

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And sometimes they do things that I wouldn't expect or I wouldn't

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do, and that gives me a bit of a headache for a few days to work out

Leona:

what on earth do I do with this now.

Leona:

And then what's quite interesting is that's how I wrote the series, the Dr.

Leona:

Bloom series, very organically.

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Starting out with almost a scenario, maybe the first few chapters and then

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seeing where the book went, really enjoyed writing like that, loved it.

Leona:

And then when my new editor came in, he was like, Oh, I kind of

Leona:

want to know a bit more about where you're going to take the story.

Leona:

We worked on mapping it out a lot.

Leona:

We worked on what the ending might be, who the villains might be.

Leona:

We talked all of that through beforehand, which was really new

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for me and really, really hard.

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But then when it came to sitting down and writing it, I wrote the first like

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25, 000 words just like lightning.

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Because I was in the story and I loved that then.

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I was like that accelerated things.

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However, my editor will laugh at this, Finn will laugh at this, that

Leona:

then there comes a point where I go, yeah, but what would they do now?

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And then all that planning kind of goes away because what I enjoy as a writer is

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being in the story with them and almost asking them now, what are you going to do?

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And then I feel like I'm the first reader of that story.

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so even when I do try and plan and I can see that it has some advantages, I still

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go off and follow my nose a little bit.

Tom:

And I think that's captured really well in The Escape Room,

Tom:

just thinking of that process.

Tom:

Because, again, trying to be very spoiler light here, the reality

Tom:

show has a director who has set up a certain thing and definitely has

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a vision for what they want the show to be, and then you have your main

Tom:

character who is disrupting that.

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And it very is true with the way it's edited in reality shows

Tom:

that they do craft a story.

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That the people inside don't realize is beyond their control and how

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they're going to be portrayed.

Tom:

And having all of that explored is really, really good.

Tom:

And I really felt like all of the characters and their backgrounds and

Tom:

having the contestants in the show.

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Initially, I felt, oh, they seem quite broad, but then, of course, that's what

Tom:

you have in a reality show, is that you have very strong personalities.

Tom:

And then having them actually react in, you know, subtle ways where it's like, no,

Tom:

they're more than their initial mask, and their initial persona, and actually, uh,

Tom:

going under the layers of them, and then revealing themselves to be more nuanced.

Leona:

Yes.

Leona:

And to have, and to see that person behind that kind of fluff and

Leona:

facade that we often judge people by when we see them on, on shows.

Leona:

That we just take them at face value and we don't really think about

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what their motivations might be or what's going on in their life.

Leona:

What are they trying to run away from by trying to get into TV?

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And I think what I wanted to do is represent some characters who looked

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and sounded like the typical people who want to have a career in TV.

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Cause you always get a good smattering of those.

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And then with the premise of The Fortress, which is the reality TV show

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in The Escape Room, it was, are you smart enough to unlock its secrets.

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Wanted it to attract people who thought of themselves as smart and who

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had through that kind of application process, proven themselves to be smart.

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So they arrive feeling confident that they're going

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to have to use their intellect.

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and then of course things go very wrong.

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And so...

Tom:

And when you're developing all these characters and all these

Tom:

layers and all of that, are you very prolific with note taking?

Tom:

And do you have like little subfolders and index cards to keep track

Tom:

of all the different characters?

Tom:

Or do you just try and keep it all in your head?

Leona:

Um, I have just one ring bound notebook, like an A4 ring bound

Leona:

notebook, for every book that I write.

Leona:

And that's what I've always done in my kind of corporate life and just write

Leona:

notes as they go and I just date them.

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As I'm writing them that day, so as I'm working on something.

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So then I can always kind of track back, you know, like, Oh, what, what was the

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name of that character I just put in?

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And what, what were they, where were they coming from?

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And I can then find it thinking, Oh, that was about three weeks ago.

Leona:

And so that's how I kind of do it, but they're very, if anyone

Leona:

else read them, they'd probably think, well, this is all nonsense.

Leona:

It's not like you can turn that into anything really.

Leona:

So they are just kind of brain dumps as I'm writing.

Leona:

I'll maybe write down an idea for something I don't want to forget.

Leona:

So yeah, I think I'm just in the book and in the workings of it.

Leona:

I don't do, like I say, huge amounts of planning.

Leona:

Until I get to the editing stage, where then I like to get my post it notes

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out, and I have a lot of fun with those.

Leona:

But when I'm doing the first draft, I'm just kind of in it with

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random notes, scribbling in this one book, that becomes my Bible.

Tom:

And do you like to do a lot of research?

Tom:

Are you research light, or are you research heavy?

Leona:

Well, this is one of the things I'm doing very differently with the

Leona:

current book that I'm working on.

Leona:

Because of having kind of two jobs, I haven't, I feel had enough luxury of

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time to do as much research as I might've liked in all of my previous books.

Leona:

So I'm trying to do more of that in this one.

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And so that's really enjoyable.

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And I put more time aside to do that research.

Leona:

However, with the reality TV one, I mean it's kind of speaking to people,

Leona:

friends, family, watching the TV shows.

Leona:

It was quite easy to research that in some ways.

Leona:

And also the, one of the kind of story tools, as you, as you

Leona:

know, was a podcast that's kind of running on about what's happened.

Leona:

And I love podcasts and particularly true crime podcasts.

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And so that again was, I just pick something that was talking about a

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similar topic and I'd listen to that.

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And then I'd kind of use that to just give me a little bit of inspiration for what

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the interviewer might talk about next.

Leona:

So yeah, they are, I always want to make them really authentic.

Leona:

I would hate for someone who, let's say, who'd been on a reality TV show,

Leona:

or let's say someone who's been in an escape room, I would hate them to read

Leona:

the book and go, it's nothing like this when you go in an escape room.

Leona:

So, so I actually met with a lady, Claire, who designs escape rooms up here where

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I live and she spent a half afternoon with me going through how they do it

Leona:

and all the trickery in the background.

Leona:

It was wonderful.

Leona:

Like seeing behind the magician's kind of tactics.

Leona:

And she was great.

Leona:

So sometimes you'll have someone who will just give you

Leona:

that opening into that world.

Leona:

That's lovely.

Leona:

And then other bits, you're just taking piecemeal, little bits of

Leona:

inspiration from different places.

Leona:

But I would like to research more.

Leona:

I think that's something I'm hungry to do more of.

Tom:

Yeah, I must say, I thought it was very well realized.

Tom:

And there was very well observed bits with podcasting, certainly.

Leona:

I'm relieved to hear that,

Tom:

uh, again, I don't want to spoil it, but I will just mention, obviously

Tom:

we mentioned a UK channel in it.

Tom:

And I found that hilarious.

Tom:

I just thought, yeah, they would totally go for this show.

Leona:

That's where it would be.

Leona:

Yes.

Tom:

So I just thought, again, it was just these little observations that

Tom:

really, really, you know, sort of, uh, help authenticate the book, and really

Tom:

ground it, which I really, really loved.

Leona:

Oh, that's great.

Leona:

Cause a lot of work does go into that and making it kind of real.

Leona:

And certainly, my editor was very keen on saying that this , this is a story

Leona:

that would be quite unbelievable if we don't execute it really, really well.

Leona:

So having somebody with you that keeps your feet on the ground a bit and, and for

Leona:

instance, he was the one who said about putting the sponsorships into the podcast.

Leona:

And I remember thinking, Oh, it feels a bit naff and I, I listened

Leona:

to a few podcasts and I thought, Oh, I don't like them anyway.

Leona:

But then as soon as I wrote it and read it back, I was like, Oh my goodness,

Leona:

that sounds like a podcast now.

Leona:

So just sometimes having people around you that kind of punctured through

Leona:

your artistic vision and go, yeah, but you need to do this otherwise people

Leona:

aren't going to believe what's going on.

Leona:

You need to make it real.

Leona:

And so that kind of help and support, that's invaluable, I think.

Tom:

No, I thought it was great.

Tom:

And I do want to sort of cover more about plotting, as that seems

Tom:

like a new challenge for you, having the, the ending and stuff.

Tom:

So what does an outline look like for you?

Tom:

Because I know some people who just like, yeah, they have their initial

Tom:

concept and they write and see where the characters create them.

Tom:

And they don't really know the ending until they've written it.

Tom:

But if you've now got an ending, Have you got a beat by beat of the story?

Tom:

Is it a three act structure?

Tom:

Is it a 12 act structure?

Tom:

Do you have a chapter by chapter summary?

Tom:

How does the outline manifest itself for the escape room?

Leona:

Yeah, I'm a bit more kind of broad.

Leona:

So a three act structure is kind of where I, I work.

Leona:

And then I will have what I want happening kind of as the

Leona:

crescendos within each of that.

Leona:

And actually, um, the escape room is split into kind of three sections as well.

Leona:

So you can see that kind of laid out in the book.

Leona:

And right from the beginning, I was thinking about those three

Leona:

different sections and what might be happening within those.

Leona:

But I didn't know exactly how it was going to end at the beginning.

Leona:

And I remember having a couple of conversations with my husband and one of

Leona:

my oldest friends, Christine, and I was telling him a bit about the story and most

Leona:

people glaze over with coffee, but they both got really into it and they came up

Leona:

with a couple of ideas that I thought, I'm having them, they're really good.

Leona:

And so a couple of the twists at the end came from that one was conversation.

Leona:

And so I think it's that thing I'm as a writer, I really, really enjoy

Leona:

indulging my introverted side.

Leona:

getting stuck in the story and being on my own and being quiet.

Leona:

But also I'm quite an extroverted personality.

Leona:

So sometimes where I get my best ideas is when I'm talking

Leona:

to people about the story.

Leona:

I'm talking to people about my ideas and they suggest their own.

Leona:

And I either think, great, I'm stealing it, or I think, no, you're wrong.

Leona:

They wouldn't do that.

Leona:

So sometimes every now and then, if I'm feeling a bit stuck, I will kind

Leona:

of bounce it off trusted others.

Leona:

But anyway, going back to the plotting.

Leona:

So my plotting is quite loose.

Leona:

I don't have chapter by chapter.

Leona:

I I know who's doing the things that are being done, but I don't

Leona:

know how they're going to get their comeuppance necessarily.

Leona:

I might have a couple of ideas.

Leona:

But they tend to usually turn out to be quite naive ideas that then

Leona:

I find I can't really execute that and it's a bit ridiculous really.

Leona:

Because once you get into the characters and think about what real people might

Leona:

do, those simplistic endings of how someone might come up and be kind of

Leona:

exposed, start to feel a little bit, um, trite, like oh I've seen it before,

Leona:

it's something I saw in a movie once.

Leona:

So I think then challenging yourself to do it a bit more authentically.

Leona:

So I have my overview and then within that, I allow myself room to just

Leona:

kind of let the story evolve a bit.

Tom:

Nice.

Tom:

And I think there's a lot of people, I'm sure there's a lot of listeners

Tom:

who really enjoy the ideas stage and developing like all the bits of the story.

Tom:

But the graft of writing a hundred thousand words or thereabouts, and

Tom:

actually getting it all down is where a lot of people can get unstuck.

Tom:

So how do you discipline yourself to go, right, okay,

Tom:

I've got all these great ideas.

Tom:

Now I've got to get them down and articulate it in the best way possible.

Tom:

And how do you arrange your writing sessions?

Tom:

You've already said you write when you can, and it doesn't really matter

Tom:

where you are, but do you have any particular rituals or any particular

Tom:

way you start a writing session?

Tom:

And do you have any particular goal?

Tom:

Like, okay, I'm going to write for a certain amount of

Tom:

time, certain number of words.

Tom:

How do you craft your writing sessions?

Leona:

Yeah, well, when I'm on the school run days, my

Leona:

writing time is kind of limited.

Leona:

So that's a deadline is always helpful, isn't it?

Leona:

And, and I usually try and see if I can get to about 2000 words a day.

Leona:

I like that.

Leona:

I feel like if I've done 2000 words, I could stop if I wanted to, but if I

Leona:

haven't done 2000 words, I should use whatever extra time I've still got.

Leona:

So that's a bit of a measure in my head.

Leona:

I'm not sure where that number came from, probably something

Leona:

I read by another author once, but, but that's kind of there.

Leona:

So over time, what I've learned about writing for myself is that I always am

Leona:

not sure what I'm going to write next.

Leona:

And that can lead to procrastination, that blank page.

Leona:

What I've learned over time is I always do write something next.

Leona:

I always do.

Leona:

I, I've been fortunate enough I've never sat at my desk or

Leona:

my laptop and then walked away from it and not written a word.

Leona:

But what I tend to do to kind of trick myself into starting that writing

Leona:

is I go back a number of chapters.

Leona:

And then I read through those chapters.

Leona:

And then what I find is as I'm reading those chapters, I start,

Leona:

cause you can't help it as a writer, editing a little bit and tinkering.

Leona:

Going, I don't like how that conversation runs.

Leona:

And then as soon as I'm into that, doing a little bit of tinkering,

Leona:

as soon as I get to the blank page, I kind of know what's coming.

Leona:

I'm back in the world with the characters.

Leona:

So I have to get myself back in, I almost have to take a run up

Leona:

towards it, if that makes sense.

Leona:

And sometimes, so like after Christmas, I had to start right at the beginning

Leona:

and read the whole thing, because I thought I can't remember what these

Leona:

people were doing or where they were, because I've had like a fortnight off.

Leona:

So sometimes you really have to go back.

Leona:

But normally it's just, you know, half a dozen pages I'm going back.

Tom:

And with the 2000 words, because I mean, I'm not a writer, but I certainly

Tom:

remember when doing essays back in school, it was write a paragraph,

Tom:

right, how many words is that?

Tom:

Is there any kind of software?

Tom:

Is there like a countdown that you use?

Tom:

Or is it just like, how do you chart your 2000 words?

Leona:

I just look at the numbers that I've written that day.

Leona:

Yeah, I do.

Leona:

Sometimes I'll write down in a book what the number of words are when I

Leona:

start, and then I can kind of gauge it, but often I'm just looking to

Leona:

see, it will tell you, like word, how many you've done since you started.

Leona:

So.

Leona:

It's usually just as rudimentary as that.

Leona:

And usually that's at a point where I start feeling frustrated or bored.

Leona:

And I think, I hope I've got my 2000 so I could go out for a walk with the dog.

Leona:

And then I realized I've only done 700 and I'm like, darn it.

Tom:

I mean, mentioning having Christmas off, are there times when

Tom:

you know, five books in how do you deal with an uninspired period?

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

So I always find the middle bit the hardest.

Leona:

So that's when I know I'm going to get those uninspired bits.

Leona:

And often it's because there are too many options where I could take it.

Leona:

And because I write the way I do, which is more evolved, I'm not maybe

Leona:

heading towards a set destination.

Leona:

That's even harder because you're like, well, I could take it this

Leona:

way or this way or this way.

Leona:

So it's almost like that overwhelming table of choice.

Leona:

But I have a very consistent way that works for me.

Leona:

I'm runner and if I run and the story will tend to unlock itself.

Leona:

So I put music on, I go out, I think about all sorts of other things, probably for

Leona:

the majority of the run, and often in the last kind of 20 minutes, I'll just think,

Leona:

right, and I'll go into the story, and by the time I've come back, I have something.

Leona:

And that consistently works for me.

Leona:

And where I've struggled really with writing is when I've been unable to run.

Leona:

So I broke my toe in September, so I couldn't run for a good few

Leona:

months, like six or eight weeks.

Leona:

Um, and I found that quite debilitating then, because when I did have those

Leona:

moments, I'd have to go for longer and longer walks with the dog to get the same.

Leona:

And I think like you say, about the psychology, I think there's something

Leona:

about when your body's moving at pace.

Leona:

Your mind's moving at a pace, and for me, that kind of works.

Tom:

A thing I heard about long ago, and again, I have no scientific

Tom:

background, so this is just, yeah, the internet told me, but alpha waves?

Tom:

Is that a thing in the brain?

Tom:

Oh, yeah.

Tom:

That when you've got a repetitive action that a lot of the brain is focused on

Tom:

doing something that it knows how to do, and it's a lot of the unconscious, so

Tom:

walking a familiar route, brushing your teeth, having a shower, it allows the

Tom:

problem solving part of the brain to go, well, we're not doing anything because

Tom:

we're not lost, we know, you know, what parts of the body we need to clean and

Tom:

if we're doing dishes or just doing a repetitive chore, and it allows to fix

Tom:

problems that in other parts of our life, which is why people get ideas when

Tom:

they're in the shower, when they're Doing their chores or when they're going for a

Tom:

walk, is that an actual recognized thing?

Leona:

It is.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

And it's like the brain's kind of freewheeling a little bit and often

Leona:

very creative people will say their best ideas will come in the shower or

Leona:

they'll come just as moments where you're just falling asleep or just waking up.

Leona:

Where the brain is really, really, really relaxed.

Leona:

And I think a lot of that is to do with not having a huge

Leona:

amount of stress hormones.

Leona:

So if you are worried about the fact you don't know what to write

Leona:

then that anxiety interferes with your ability to be creative.

Leona:

It interferes with how the brain works because the brain just goes into this

Leona:

process of how do we escape the anxiety?

Leona:

How do we escape the threat?

Leona:

As opposed to what amazing ideas might I have.

Leona:

Now walking, swimming, cycling, running, they are all stress releasing

Leona:

because they take cortisol, which is our stress hormone out of our system.

Leona:

So that's probably why it's usually the end of my runs where I get the

Leona:

most inspiration because by that point, my body's kind of reset itself.

Leona:

My brain's relaxed.

Leona:

It's getting a bit tired.

Leona:

Like you say, it's going through some repetitive motion and it allows

Leona:

that kind of creativity to kick in.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

So there's, there's lots of factors that feed into we don't fully

Leona:

understand how it all works yet.

Tom:

But that's because I've discussed it with a few writers and I've always

Tom:

quantified it with a pinch of salt.

Tom:

I was going like, I don't know where I learnt this, but now like

Tom:

talking to a psychologist and saying, yes, there is science behind that.

Tom:

I feel okay.

Tom:

I know I've spoken to professionals, so that's good.

Tom:

I can tick that off.

Tom:

I'm not talking complete bullshit.

Tom:

That's great.

Leona:

And there's one more thing that I think I learned a long time

Leona:

ago, just doing a writing class, which was if you're really, really stuck,

Leona:

just a timer on for five minutes.

Leona:

and write anything.

Leona:

Just write until the timer goes off.

Leona:

And you'll write complete dross, but as you're writing, inspiration will come.

Leona:

And I do find that this work as well.

Leona:

So that's almost, I suppose that's a little bit like taking the run up.

Leona:

It's how to trick yourself into getting into the writing.

Tom:

So one of my very first guests, Harriet Klein had a similar thing

Tom:

where she would just start writing dross and just be like, just, just get

Tom:

to the keyboard and just start typing and then, but don't worry about it.

Tom:

And then about 10 minutes in.

Tom:

Yeah, the brain's warmed up.

Tom:

It's like the engine's running.

Tom:

And a sci fi author that we've also had on, Tade Thompson, he literally

Tom:

rolls out of bed and starts typing.

Tom:

He just before he has a coffee, while he's still in that fugue dream state, it's

Tom:

just like, okay, let's just write stuff.

Tom:

We can edit it later.

Tom:

But let's just see what the unconscious brain is sort of thinking.

Leona:

That's it.

Leona:

And I think what, what we also know about the brain, which is really cool stuff,

Leona:

and I don't fully understand this field, but it's always going in the background.

Leona:

So I don't know whether you've had one of those experiences in life,

Leona:

where you've had a kind of revelation where, You've suddenly thought, Oh my

Leona:

goodness, I know what's going on here.

Leona:

Like there might be some things that have happened in your personal life

Leona:

or maybe in your professional life where there's some kind of mystery

Leona:

there that you haven't even spotted.

Leona:

And then one day your brain goes, right, I've been collecting some clues here.

Leona:

So I'm just going to lay these out for you because I think something's occurring.

Leona:

And then you get that kind of moment of clarity where you go, Oh my goodness.

Leona:

And that's because it's always.

Leona:

Taking information in, it doesn't always tell our conscious brain,

Leona:

but it's always kind of assimilating information and that's just really cool.

Tom:

Yeah, I, I, I'm an avid walker and yeah, it's, it's definitely

Tom:

where the, the pieces come together.

Tom:

Yes.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

I know we've mentioned stress and anxiety in writing and struggling in the middle.

Tom:

Uh, imposter syndrome, very common thing.

Tom:

Is it something that you've had a lot of experience in?

Tom:

Is there a period where maybe each writing project where you have really strong

Tom:

doubts and how do you get through it?

Leona:

Yeah, I think on a broad level.

Leona:

If you met me in the street and said, Oh, hi Leona, what do you do?

Leona:

I'd say I'm a psychologist.

Leona:

And then my husband would go, and an author.

Leona:

On the large scale, yes, that imposter syndrome is present, um, and there's that

Leona:

element of I think when you do something like writing, there's always a new bar.

Leona:

So, you know, 10 years ago, my biggest dream was to have a single book published.

Leona:

If that had happened to me, my life would have been set.

Leona:

But then of course, once you get a First book published.

Leona:

Then you're like, well, could I do a second?

Leona:

Well, could it sell well?

Leona:

Well, you know, could I get a TV deal out of it?

Leona:

And so there's always another bar.

Leona:

So you're always chasing, you're always in the chasing pack.

Leona:

And because of that, it keeps you in this perpetual state of,

Leona:

I don't I think I'm good enough.

Leona:

I don't think I can do this.

Leona:

And then occasionally, well, went out for dinner the other night with

Leona:

some of my husband's colleagues.

Leona:

And I said to the lady, I'm working really hard on my writing.

Leona:

I'm doing lots more research at the moment.

Leona:

And she said, well, how much better could you get?

Leona:

You've got five books out.

Leona:

It was one of those moments where I'm like, well, of course I could get better.

Leona:

I could get better at the quality of the writing.

Leona:

I could make it more successful in terms of my living.

Leona:

But, but just then remembering that somebody going, but you've published

Leona:

five books, don't we talk about how you're having to really try hard?

Leona:

There's people who dream of one book and haven't had that.

Leona:

And it was a bit of a moment of, Oh, actually, yeah.

Leona:

But, but that's imposter syndrome.

Leona:

That's just that I don't really feel like I am a writer.

Leona:

Um, and then on the professional side, I kind of understand where

Leona:

all of those things are coming.

Leona:

Um, and, and lot of impost, well most of us get imposter syndrome at

Leona:

the beginning of a new job anyway, so we all know what it feels like.

Leona:

'cause your first six to eight, 12 months you feel like an imposter

Leona:

and then it kind of beds in.

Leona:

Where it becomes this kind of syndrome is where it lingers around for a bit longer.

Leona:

And I, I can completely see where mine comes from.

Leona:

Because I'm the eldest of three sisters and often imposter syndrome

Leona:

comes from messages in your childhood.

Leona:

So I was the eldest.

Leona:

So I did all the exams first.

Leona:

So I was the kind of intellectual one.

Leona:

I was the academic one.

Leona:

And then my sisters were far more creative in what they did, and more fashionable

Leona:

and more outgoing and all those things.

Leona:

And I was the studious one.

Leona:

And then when it came to being the writer, there's that little

Leona:

voice in my head going, yeah, but you're not the creative one.

Leona:

This shouldn't be you.

Leona:

That like that's deep set stuff.

Leona:

But yeah, sorry, to go back to, does it affect my actual writing?

Leona:

Um, I managed to force it out and I think I'm helped by the fact I understand

Leona:

it as a phenomena as a psychologist.

Leona:

And I understand it's just an anxiety that doesn't really do anything useful.

Leona:

So I feel it, I know it's there, and then I have to actively park

Leona:

it and just get on with it anyway.

Leona:

Yeah.

Tom:

And, uh, going on to your editing now.

Tom:

We've mentioned before that you sort of, you go back and you'll tinker, but yeah,

Tom:

have the run up before a writing session and go back, uh, a few chapters, uh, when

Tom:

you've actually finished first draft.

Tom:

Do you then go back and read the whole thing or do you give it to

Tom:

someone to get a second opinion before you start like a big rewrite?

Leona:

I always have loved this idea of giving it to people for a second opinion.

Leona:

And I did that very well.

Leona:

I still do it to a degree.

Leona:

Um, but what I tend to find is that people just come back and

Leona:

go, yeah, I really liked it.

Leona:

It was really good.

Leona:

And you go, no, I want to know chapter by chapter what works and what didn't,

Leona:

which characters you like, and actually I want you to edit this book for me.

Leona:

And of course people aren't going to do that because they're

Leona:

reading it for enjoyment.

Leona:

So, what I do, so I love working with my editor and getting the structural edits

Leona:

back, although it takes me 24 hours.

Leona:

So I have to open that email, read the feedback, then probably have some wine.

Leona:

And then go to sleep, and then I wake up the next day and think,

Leona:

right, let's get at it then.

Leona:

But that first Read through is always quite jarring when you're told what

Leona:

doesn't work or what needs more work.

Leona:

Because I always think it's when you send your first draft out or even

Leona:

your final book, it's akin to taking your baby out for the first time.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

And then if someone goes, Oh, it's nose is a bit funny.

Tom:

Yeah.

Tom:

So why can't you just say it's perfect?

Tom:

No notes.

Tom:

And then it become a bestseller.

Tom:

That's all I want.

Tom:

Quite simple.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

I laugh at myself, because every time I send a draft of a book off, I kind of

Leona:

have these imaginings of my editor just ringing me like 48 hours later and going,

Leona:

this is the best thing I've ever read.

Leona:

Of course that person wouldn't be doing their job.

Leona:

And of course it's not the best thing anyone has ever read, it's a first draft.

Leona:

So, but you can always have that kind of desire.

Leona:

But then personally, what I like to do when it comes to then the

Leona:

re looking at the book, like I say, I get my post it notes out.

Leona:

So one of my favorite parts of editing is I write a chapter on each post it note.

Leona:

So just the essence of each chapter on a post it note, and then I just

Leona:

stick them on my kitchen table and then I start moving things around.

Leona:

And just thinking about how the story can have more suspense or more tension

Leona:

and where I need more detailing.

Leona:

And so that becomes a very kind of Productive, physical process,

Leona:

rather than a mental process.

Tom:

Yeah, because it definitely is like, uh, flashback scenes in, um.

Tom:

In the escape room.

Tom:

Yes, in the escape room.

Tom:

So, mention the book, name the book.

Tom:

Um, one thing that I found really funny after reading it and loving it and

Tom:

giving it to my wife was, uh, there's an early scene with a child and a postman.

Tom:

Yes.

Tom:

And she was like, Oh, what does this mean?

Tom:

And I'd forgotten it.

Tom:

And I was like, Oh my God.

Tom:

And my wife was just really confused.

Tom:

I was like, that makes so much sense.

Tom:

Oh my God.

Tom:

That was seeded right at the beginning.

Tom:

And it says like, Oh, that's such a good stuff.

Tom:

And my wife's like, okay, I'm intrigued about this book now because I've just

Tom:

read and you're going nuts over a scene that currently doesn't make sense.

Tom:

I was like, Oh, it will.

Tom:

Oh, it will.

Leona:

It will, it will come into its own.

Tom:

So, so yeah, and with the podcast interviews taking place at a time

Tom:

after the main events, I can see how, yeah, sort of, so that wasn't initially

Tom:

the structure, it was more linear?

Leona:

Yeah, well, the opening chapter, that first chapter, I did write that

Leona:

as one of my earliest chapters and I just liked that kind of imagery of it.

Leona:

So it inspired me and I wrote that chapter and then it was a case of,

Leona:

well, where is this going to fit?

Leona:

How is this going to fit?

Leona:

And then, and then that kind of worked its way through.

Leona:

Um, but yeah, the podcast deciding what the podcast would cover,

Leona:

when the podcast would come in.

Leona:

Cause it moves the story forward a little bit when I needed to clarify something

Leona:

or explain something, the podcaster was great for that kind of thing.

Leona:

Um, and just also building up a bit of mystery within some of the questions

Leona:

that were being asked there and some of Bonnie's answers within that.

Leona:

So it was really fun thing to play.

Leona:

And this is the weird thing about the escape room is that I love that you

Leona:

and your wife have really loved it.

Leona:

I have had some people say to me, Oh, I had to get up in the late

Leona:

in the night and put the landing light on because it was scaring me.

Leona:

And then I feel really, I'm like, Oh, to me, it feels like a really light, fun book

Leona:

because of all the puzzles that are in it with the kind of escape roomy challenges.

Leona:

And I spent ages designing those.

Leona:

And so it feels like a book of puzzles.

Leona:

And then I remind myself that it is actually a crime thriller

Leona:

and you know, it's dark there.

Tom:

So obviously you have your Dr.

Tom:

Bloom books.

Tom:

And this is, yeah, separate to that franchise, it's differentt,

Tom:

but the choice to have a pen name for this, was that your decision?

Tom:

Was that something that was recommended to you?

Leona:

Yes, yes.

Leona:

It was requested, I suppose would be the nice way to say it.

Leona:

They said, how would you feel about doing it under a separate name?

Leona:

Because it is a bit different.

Leona:

And I, fortuitously, I just got married and so my husband is Smithson.

Leona:

And so, well, I wasn't taking his name in real life.

Leona:

So I thought I could maybe put it on a book for him.

Leona:

So he's rather chuffed.

Leona:

His name is on the book.

Leona:

Um, yeah, I think, you know, within that kind of business

Leona:

side of publishing, really.

Leona:

The idea of, oh, you could have a series and then maybe you can have another one

Leona:

or even like some authors have multiple channels where they are very different.

Leona:

I know a few crime thriller authors who also write kind of

Leona:

romance and that kind of thing.

Leona:

So, you know, there is that, that desire, I suppose, in writers to

Leona:

be able to write other things.

Leona:

And what's lovely is that my publishers, Transworld, have said,

Leona:

you know, we, we want you to have multiple ways to express your writing.

Leona:

So this is opening up a new avenue.

Leona:

And hopefully I'll go back and do some more Bloom at some point.

Leona:

But at the moment, this is just really lovely to be dealing with completely

Leona:

new characters, really new situation.

Leona:

Um, and it's challenging me, it's harder than doing the Bloom books.

Tom:

And there's definitely, with the ending, again, treading lightly,

Tom:

possibility to see characters again.

Tom:

Yes.

Tom:

Is that, I mean, it works great as a standalone, but yeah, is there

Tom:

any thought, have you had any discussions, any sort of pie in

Tom:

the sky ideas of maybe revisiting?

Leona:

No, I haven't.

Leona:

But that's interesting.

Leona:

When my sister read the first draft, she was like, well, I can see what's

Leona:

going to be coming in the followup.

Leona:

And I was like, Oh no, the next book isn't a followup.

Leona:

And I think she was quite taken aback with that.

Leona:

But I always remember, so my, my English teacher back when I was at

Leona:

school, Ken Lowe, I remember him saying, The books that tie everything

Leona:

up at the end are forgettable.

Leona:

And the books where you're left as a reader feeling a little bit

Leona:

frustrated with unanswered questions, the ones that you will keep going

Leona:

back to and keep revisiting.

Leona:

And that really, really stuck with me.

Leona:

And I really like leaving people with that feeling of what happens now?

Leona:

because I think that's what life's like, isn't it?

Leona:

You know, when we face drama in life, and we come across interesting people

Leona:

in life, and then they go away, and you think, oh my god, what happened to that?

Leona:

And that's quite a natural human curiosity.

Leona:

I like to just leave that.

Leona:

Obviously, it does give us a chance to go back, if we want to.

Tom:

And because you've written a lot in a series, was there a sense

Tom:

of relief of, Oh, I got that done.

Tom:

I kind of got that out of my system.

Tom:

Or was it grief of like, Oh, that was a fun side project, but now it's over.

Tom:

Cause I, I feel that there's a mix and sometimes it can lean heavily into one way

Tom:

or the other, depending on your workflow.

Tom:

And obviously you've got a second job as a psychologist.

Tom:

So you're fitting in the writing, getting it done, getting it

Tom:

okay, that's all signed off.

Tom:

The proofs are out, it's going to go to the printers.

Tom:

Is that like, Oh, great, that's done, or, Oh, I'm not working

Tom:

on that project anymore.

Tom:

Uh, do you, do you tend to lean one way or the other?

Leona:

Oh, yeah, yeah.

Leona:

I feel a bit bereft when it goes away.

Leona:

I must admit that I get such a lot of intrinsic joy out of writing.

Leona:

And even on those days where it's hard to get into it, as soon as I'm

Leona:

in it, I don't want to leave it.

Leona:

I don't want to walk away from it and it's quite intoxicating.

Leona:

So when a book is done, I kind of feel a bit lost.

Leona:

It's a bit like, it reminds me of doing exams as a kid where

Leona:

you always look forward to the end of it and it being over.

Leona:

And then that day it's over, you don't kind of know what to do with yourself.

Leona:

And it's what I used to do before I was revising.

Leona:

And this is a similar thing.

Leona:

I find that the days are just too big and nothing to occupy

Leona:

that creative desire that I have.

Leona:

And so I will just roll into writing something else.

Leona:

So with the, the book I'm writing at the moment, by the time the

Leona:

publishers came back and said, Oh yeah, we like this idea for the second

Leona:

book, go ahead, start writing it.

Leona:

I think I was already 30, 000 words in.

Leona:

I was like, okay, because I was just like, I like this idea.

Leona:

So I'm just going to start.

Leona:

And if it had not got taken up.

Leona:

I would have, you know, parked it for later probably.

Tom:

So the one you're working on at the moment, the shame book is a L.

Tom:

D.

Tom:

Smithson?

Leona:

Here's L.

Leona:

D.

Leona:

Smithson Yes.

Leona:

Yes.

Leona:

Yeah.

Leona:

So, so that's another standalone.

Leona:

So new characters, new kind of situation that they are facing.

Tom:

Well, I've just got my last two questions, I think.

Tom:

I think we've covered like so much ground today.

Tom:

Leona, it's great, thank you.

Tom:

Really good.

Tom:

Yeah, good.

Tom:

Um, now it's my belief that writers continue to grow and develop their

Tom:

writing with each story that they write.

Tom:

Was there anything in particular that you learned through the

Tom:

escape room that you're now applying to the shame based novel?

Leona:

Yes, I think it is that actually spending more time at the

Leona:

beginning, really thinking about the story I'm trying to tell.

Leona:

And that was the kind of lesson I learned with my editor, Finn.

Leona:

Where he wanted to know more about, well, who are these people

Leona:

and where are they coming from?

Leona:

And why have they gone on this show?

Leona:

And so actually spending more time really thinking through that.

Leona:

I've repeated that again because my characters are more rounded when I

Leona:

arrive in the story and for me as a writer that's writing from the

Leona:

point of view of what might they do next, that has really helped me.

Leona:

And I can see already that the writing is getting better and that's

Leona:

lovely when you see that happening.

Leona:

because you're always just trying to be better each time, I think.

Leona:

Um, so yes, definitely that, spending more time at the beginning, thinking it through

Leona:

and then allowing myself freedom to evolve away from that when I get into it.

Tom:

And was there one piece of advice that you return to when you're writing?

Tom:

That one thing that motivates you through everything that you've done?

Leona:

Yeah, and it's not from a writer, it's from a psychologist.

Leona:

And there's a lady, Carol Dweck, out in America, professor of

Leona:

psychology, who discusses this whole idea of the growth mindset.

Leona:

So the fact that we're not born with particular skills or talents as

Leona:

such, we learn everything as we go.

Leona:

And what this means is that even if you want to become an author, but

Leona:

you've never written anything, you can become an author if you're willing

Leona:

to put the time and the effort in.

Leona:

It might take you 10 years.

Leona:

It might take 20 years, but you can do it if you're willing to

Leona:

put the time and the effort in.

Leona:

It's all about time and effort.

Leona:

And that has really helped me along the way, because a lot of people

Leona:

at the beginning, when I started writing, were very supportive.

Leona:

But there was a bit of a, Oh, right, like eyebrow raising, this is all a bit silly.

Leona:

And I think if you don't have that sense of, well, even if I just get better at it.

Leona:

I don't have to be the best author in the world.

Leona:

I don't have to, you know, meet some metric for what it means to be a writer.

Leona:

If I enjoy writing and keep writing, I'll just get better at it.

Leona:

And then what will happen that kind of kept me motivated and going.

Tom:

No, that's great.

Tom:

That's all we have time for this week, but LD Smithson thank you

Tom:

very much for being my guest.

Leona:

Oh, it's been an absolute pleasure, Tom.

Leona:

Thank you.

Leona:

And thank you to you and your wife.

Tom:

I'll let her know.

Tom:

Thank you.

Tom:

And that's Leona.

Tom:

LD Smithson telling you that if you put in the time and the effort.

Tom:

You can achieve what you want to achieve.

Tom:

Great words from a great lady and you should now go buy her book

Tom:

because if I didn't rave about it enough during that interview.

Tom:

Please check it out as soon as possible.

Tom:

It really is phenomenal.

Tom:

Uh, first week sales are always the best for the algorithm

Tom:

and I promise it's worth it.

Tom:

I say no to so many authors and books, because I want to bring you the best.

Tom:

Trust me, Leona is the best.

Tom:

Enough said.

Tom:

Well, almost enough said you should go and look her up.

Tom:

You can find her details about her books and her socials on

Tom:

her website, Leonadeakin.co.uk.

Tom:

I'll also have the link in the show notes and Google.

Tom:

Uh, Now, a little personal update for me.

Tom:

I don't like going into these things, but.

Tom:

I'm going to start some new medical treatment soon.

Tom:

So hopefully for me, better in the longterm.

Tom:

But highly disruptive in the short term.

Tom:

So I'm going to be on a little hiatus, unfortunately.

Tom:

However I hope to be back and bringing you more podcasts episodes by the summer.

Tom:

Um, also my wife has gone and had a nasty head injury.

Tom:

Uh, because we both like spending all of our money on

Tom:

private healthcare, apparently.

Tom:

Um, so wish us both well.

Tom:

And look after yourself better than a Pepperdine can.

Tom:

And keep writing.

Tom:

Until the world ends.

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